The names Emily. is a tumblelog.

these are fun..

• 1. Smoked.
• 2. Drank alcohol
• 3. Cried when someone died.
• 4. Been drunk
• 5. Had sex.
• 6. Been to a concert.
• 7. gotten/given a handjob.
• 8. gotten/given a blowjob.
• 9. Been harassed.
• 10.harassed somebody.
• 11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
• 12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
• 13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
• 14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
• 15. Been to prom.
• 16. Cried at school.
• 17. Gotten lost in a department store.
• 18. Went streaking.
• 19. Given or received a lap dance.
• 20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
• 21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
• 22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sexs house.
• 23. Kissed a stranger.
• 24. Hugged a stranger.
• 25. Went scuba diving.
• 26. Driven a car.
• 27. Gotten an x-ray.
• 28. Hit by a car.
• 29. Had a party.
• 30. Done drugs.
• 31. Played strip poker/darts.
• 32. Got paid to strip for someone.
• 33. Run away from home.
• 34. Ate at mcdonalds.
• 35. Eaten sushi.
• 36. Bought porn.
• 37. LOL
• 38. Made porn.
• 39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
• 40. Been in love.
• 41. French kissed.
• 42. Laughed so hard you cried.
• 43. Cried yourself to sleep.
• 44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
• 45. Stabbed yourself.
• 46. Shot a gun.
• 47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
• 48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
• 49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
• 50. Watched an animal die.
• 51. Watched a person die.
• 52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
• 53. Pranked somebody
• 54. Put somebody in the hospital.
• 55. Snuck into someones room and/or your own room after being out.
• 56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
• 57. Dressed punk.
• 58. Dressed goth.
• 59. Dressed preppy.
• 60. Been ate out.
• 61. Avoided somebody.
• 62. Been stalked.
• 63. Stalked someone.
• 64. Met a celebrity.
• 65. Played an instrument.
• 66. Ridden a horse.
• 67. Cut yourself.
• 68. Bungee jumped.
• 69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
• 70. Been to a wild party.
• 71. Got caught stealing something.
• 72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
• 73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
• 74. Gone out with your friends crush.
• 75. Got arrested.
• 76. Been pregnant.
• 77. Babysat.
• 78. Been to another country.
• 79. Started a house fire.
• 80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
• 81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
• 82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you’d be asked out by.
• 83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
• 84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months.
• 85. Sat on your butt all day.
• 86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
• 87. Had a job.
• 88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
• 89. Been called a whore.
• 90. Danced like a whore.
• 91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
• 92. Been in a car accident.
• 93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
• 94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
• 95. Raped somebody.
• 96. Danced in the rain.
• 97. Been rejected.
• 98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
• 99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
• 100. Been raped

i really need to work on calming down my cussing.

Jeesh. I’ve noticed it gets worst when I’m upset. Like in the car, when someone passes me or almost hits me.

I’m a Christian. Don’t lose sight in that fact. Some people tell me I need more faith in my life. My faith is very close to me. The fact that God gave His one and only son so that I can live my life is mind blowing. Sometimes I get off the path towards having a life for Jesus. It’s hard. Don’t get me wrong. Sometimes I feel like such a sinner, that I wonder why would Jesus love me? Then I remember, I love Jesus with all my might and I know I need to put all my trust in Him. Then I’ll know everything will turn out just fine. I’m just not a overly religious person. And I think thats where people think I’m like a atheist. Which that offends me. Because I am a Lutheran. Yes, people need to know that my spiritual life needs to be shared with others. But I don’t think it should be a political statement and that I should rub it in peoples face in a way that makes me out to be better than you. Religion should bring people together, not tear us apart. I pray every night. I read the bible. I thank Jesus each and everyday for this Earth and my life I live. No matter the struggles in my personal life. I’m not a “crazy Christian” I’m not a conservative person. I believe in acceptance. That all should be welcomed in my arms. No matter gay, bi, straight, black, foreign, etc. So, that does set me apart from my fellow Christians. The bible says we shall not judge. The only person who can judge is God. We, humans.. followers of Christ, don’t have the power to judge others and not love others.

My views on religion are different than yours, than every bodies. All you need to know is that I believe in God. I believe there is a Heaven. I believe I’ll live eternally with God. So don’t tell me that you’re worried for me. You have no place to tell me what you think my views are. So inappropriate.

Theres no stronger bond than a mother-daughter bond.

-Keeping Up With The Kardashians

During this whole thing, my life had kind of fallen apart.

Everything had just kind of… stopped.

I wasn’t going to survived.

Cross Off Things You’ve Done.